me as a parent

Trying to realize you don’t need a certain person in your life anymore is the hardest thing ever. The sad thing is, is that I saw this coming. The divorce and all. I just don’t know how to explain to anyone what happened. My dad left, I guess. He just kinda walked out with his bags packed. I knew he was cheating again….. But I feel like a failure…. Like I could’ve stopped him from leaving, if ever possible. Maybe I miss him or maybe it’s because it’s 2:30 and my mind is being stupid…. Nobody’s gonna see this anyways because my blogs lame. Xoxo, night 👌